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veRa-
22.11.1991
vera_ong9@hotmail.com
crap.shit.srew
*Dreams_
-to jus b disciplined!
-to do QT
-draw closer to God
-do well in studies
-change my hp!
-do be able to not take 'O's -shhh..
i so bloody well remember saying that if the stupid programe doesn't co-operate wit me and doesn't successfully burn e video or smth liddat. i was going to cut it, slash it, and multilate it. and tt's what i'm going to do. crap that prog la. make me do for so many days only to tell me there's an error. n the worst part was. it deleted all my photos inside. so i had to download all the pictures again and jus rearrange them. SHIT la! arghs.. nvm. what happened yest during social studies mid-years was dumb. i tell u DUMB. we had like 1h and 30 mins to finish the whole bloody short paper la. then is like i was so happy because then i thought i could finish early and slp after i finish it all at least check it. HOWEVER, (haven't u noticed that recently i've got a habit of putting caps as and when i love to? but that's besides the pt.) i started to nod off when the teacher announced that the paper begins now. impressive eh? tt's not all. i am able to multitask i guess. in the midst of dozing off, i managed to squeeze out smth from my wonderfullest head by writing / answering qn 1(a). and (b) i guess. i only did these 2 qn in half and hour. i'm impressed by my record. seriously! then i read thru wat i had written after i was fully awake. i discovered that i myself din understand what i was writing la. shit myself. i stared at my watch for 5 whole mins before starting on the paper again. i wonder what was gg thru my big wonderfullest brain. gasp! i had 2 structured essay qns and only had 45 mins left PLUS i had 4 SBQ. shit! i thought. but in the end i managed to finish the paper as the teacher was lenient enough to jus extend the time by a tinnie winnie bit here n there. =) ahh.. finally one burden is off my shoulder. i still got another 7 more burdens.(btw i count exams as stress n burdens too.. heh.) okay so that's just abt yesterday. today was eng paper. it was quite easy la. so nothing much to comment bout it. only thing is that if i ever fail my eng paper. i'll be devastated. crap.screw.shit. i told Mdm Zaibon that i might jus fail my bloody POA paper in e Mid-year. she was like, her- "i've got confidence in you. do you know ur trading, PnL?me- (in the least confident tone) "i don't know how to classify... ..."her- silent then "i'm sure you can do it. your ct results quite okay(my only A lo.. and it's an A2 onli.. haii.. )so i expect good results from you"me- i don't know what to reply so jus laugh lo. n kept quiet.hmm.. so what do i treat the silence as? does it mean that i can't do it or does it mean that i can. shit la. craps. my mom's chasing me off the com saying she wants to use it. blah. when i don't wanna use she dun wanna use. shoots onli la. basket. --> shoot into basket. argh.. veRa-
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